You went over there when I specifically told you not to.. and what happened?
Sorry for the lack of blogging on this one.. July was one of my worst months I have ever had go go through with him.. I haven't had the time to sit down and think about this one considering I got really depressed these next few months.
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But ya know what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
On June 1st over memorial weekend you spent the night and you took me mudding for the first time after a horrible storm and I lost something that night. The morning after we had a squirt gun fight all through the house with my mom and sister. It was quite interesting until you chased my sister out the front door and she stubbed her toe and my mom had to take her to the ER.
June 4th I went to South Haven and i stepped on a bee and got stung I freaked out that evening because I'm allergic to them. But that all changed when I got to your house that night and you carried me around every where that night. I spent the night that night because your parents left that night for three weeks.
June 7th in the middle of the night you woke me up and took me to Austin lake. There were I swear a million stars out that night it was beautiful. And such a wonderful surprise.
June 8th I sat in your computer room with you'r best friend Shlaustin while you were in the kitchen blending up dead fish for bait to take me fishing later that night.. But you never did.. You wanted to make home made bombs and blow everything up.. and you did.. You took the bait and blew it up.. unsuccessfully, which made you mad because I told you so.
June 14th you got drunk off your ass because you had a bad day.. but what about me? I met Nathan that night and he told me I deserve so much better than you, which I wish I would have listened to him that night and dumped his butt. We had a fire that night and me Nathan and Shlaustin all sat down by the fire and talked.. That was the first night I heard the song by lil wane how to love. Nathan played with fire and caught Shlaustin on fire while we were giving each other a foot masaje. Shlaustin asked if I wanted to stay in his room that night and I agreed because I didn't want to stay with the drunk. Well later that night Austin had kissed me and I kissed back and then said it isn't right because I have a boyfriend. and so we snuggled on the couch until the morning and Nathan woke Gar before he left for football. Gar was not a very happy person waking up to us two snuggling on the couch together.
June 17th you took me to dash works that Friday night and I met Shawn, Austin, and Cody.. That was probably one of your biggest mistakes because it all went down hill after that..
June 18th we took a trip to cedar point. I wish we never did that.. I begged you to get some sleep that night. But you didn't listen to me what so ever. You sat in my chair watching movies while I slept until 5:30 that morning. We got up and headed to Sandusky Ohio. You almost hit a dear that morning remember? You were so jacked up on monsters because you were so tired. Then you decided to pull over on the high way and take a 30 minute nap. I knew at that moment I got one of the most sicking feelings in my stomach. I should have made you turn around right then and there. But we continued to go.. 5 more long hours filled with loud country music. I wish you would have taken your ADHD meds that morning.. Maybe you would have been more focused later that evening .. But you still made me laugh through out the drive
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9GOKONAlQo&feature=g-upl&context=G22daa34AUAAAAAAAEAA
(Thought I would give you guys an idea of how crazy he can get)
Cedar point was one of the worst experiences of my life. you didn't want to wait for any of the rides because the lines were too long. All you wanted to go do is go to the water park so I finally gave in.. I sat there in the sun for hours apon hours because you left me and I stayed in the blistering sun. You tried to win me that huge gorilla remember? :) you sucked at that game but it was cute watching you get so frustrated trying to win it for me. After we left you took me to the dock to watch the sun set that night. Before we headed for the high way we stopped at McDonalds for a quick bite a black cat crossed in front of us and I should have thought quicker and stayed the night in Ohio.. Before we hit the road you wanted to get McDonalds' and I didn't disagree but while you were giving the order you fell asleep again.. Another sign I should have picked up but I didn't. I promised you that once you got me to the highway I would drive the toll roads. As I looked down at my phone to see if the website had uploaded that picture yet or not.. Before i knew it I was forcefully shoved against the right side of your car and slammed against a telephone pole.. And at the moment I looked up we were in a ditch in the corn field.. We hadn't even made it off the side roads.. I remember you crying cussing up a storm, telling everyone not to call the police.. At that moment you turned to me and you asked if I was okay and told me you loved me so and wanted to spend the rest of your life with me and how much of an amazing person you think I am as you hugged me.. When the police arrived they questioned us up and down to see if our stories matched up. No one but us knew you fell asleep at the wheel. Half an hour later I had to call your dad and tell him we weren't at the bee 93 birthday bash and we had gone to Cedar Point in stead.. I had to call my mom and explain what happened and if she would come and get me.. And from there I called Jeremy to see if he would go with my mom and he agreed after arguing with him.
From calling a tow truck and the cops taking us to the police station you had fallen asleep on my lap and I thought you were absolutely adorable. When the cops took us to the police station I couldn't find the seat belt and I said something to the officer and he said I think you will be fine I don't think any police will pull us over. Which I have to say did make me laugh. It took hours for my mom to come get us.. about 8 that morning she finally arrived.. 8 hours in a police station sleeping.. oh my.. Come to find out that she had gone the wrong way, pulled over by the cops and went the wrong way on the highway.
Jeremy's unhappy face that he had to come get me and Gar's dumb ass.
My sleeping baby <3 He took up the whole back seat.. Aren't I lucky
As soon as we dropped Jeremy home and got home our self's he headed strait for the couch and wouldn't budge.
Later that day his grandma took him to go get his truck so that they didn't have it towed all the way back home I had some what been texting him that day and I had asked him at one point where he was and his reply was headed home from ohio.. Around six o'clock my mom said she wanted to go for a ride.. and I wanted to as well.. She turned down his street and I freaked out.. As she pulled into his drive way I freaked out 10x more. And there sat his truck in the drive way and he got out of it. It was a cute surprise <3
June 22nd Gary got Macaws and other exotic birds so he had to move everything around in his house and with him having ADHD he doesn't stay on task very well so we had Jeremy help him move every thing around. Later that night the two came over and Jeremy made steaks for every one and they spent the night <3
He was so proud of him self on being cute, he took a bunch of my candles and lit them all over my room before we fell asleep, mom wasn't to happy waking up and candles lit all over my room.
June 24th Mom took us to the state line to get some fire woks. It was fine until Jeremy told my mom that he didn't have any money for the fireworks and my mom had to pay for it all.. She was not too happy..
Later that day Gar ended up shooting a bottle rocked at my arm and I still have the scar. But Jeremy got him back with a roman candle.
We all decided to pile up on him (: funniest thing ever.
Later that evening after we had set off a bunch of fireworks our neighbor Mr. Murry A.K.A Mr. Wilson from Dennis the Menace brought over the remains from his yard.. We still joke about how it was a shorter walk to his dumpster than to our yard.
June 25th was the day all the fun had ended. Gary's parents had come back from their road trip :/ Our house was quite lonely with out the boys there. Jeremy had come over around 3 and made steaks for dinner.. This was the beginning of where everything went down hill. Gary didn't want to come over.. and blamed his mom that he couldn't do anything.
June 27th Shlaustin and Jeremy came over and took me to Austin Lake and we hung out for a while. I didn't want to go because I hadn't talked to Shlaustin since the night he kissed me and Jeremy said not to worry because he would be there so nothing would happen.
June 28th This is my brat of a friend Maycie. Biggest mistake was introducing her to my other friends. Jeremy Maycie and I all went to Austin Lake and hung out there for a while. We invited Gar but he said he couldn't till later that night. I had a pit in my stomach hearing it again from him while he blamed his parents once again.
Jeremy sat on his tackle box as he tried to bait his pole and fish but it was way too windy.
Maycie being her dumb self
Once we were all together it went even more down hill after that. Gary has this thing where when he meets new people he has the tendency to hurt them and flirt big time. and that's exactly what happened with Maycie. She spent the night later and insisted on me asking Gar if he liked her. WHAT PERSON ASKS THEIR BESTFRIEND IF THEIR BOYFRIEND LIKES THEM. stupid ones apparently, I just blew it off. Later that night she told me how her and Mikey (who I have had a crush on big time since 7th grade) have a thing now. I'm not sure if this is her way of getting back at me or what. She kept telling me that I need to break up with Gary because he's not good for me. but what ever! But the next morning Gary came over and wanted to take me to see transformers 3 and you could tell by the look in her eye she was pissed because she wasn't invited to come along. But the movie was pretty good.. If I had seen the first 2! haha (:
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It all started last year when I was a freshman and you ware a junior. I would occasionally see you at lunch as you tormented the guys at the table I sat at.. Towards the beginning of the second quarter of the year and we both had the same seminar. Every day I would look forward to your huge hugs before you went out for lunch later that hour <3 And on Thursday May fourth when you asked me for my number, you sucked at texting me but it didn't matter I was just happy in general just to be talking to you. And later that night you asked me to call you because you had to ask me a question.. It felt like hours as I waited for you to answer your phone, you asked me if I had ever snuck out before and my reply was "of course" it almost seemed as if I could see you smile through the phone :) and you asked next if i wanted to sneek out and hang out with you for the night and instantly my reply was yes. At that very moment I believe that I was the most happiest person in the world <3 As we meet up later that night we walked all over the place and eventually we settled down on a hill by the highway as it began to start to sprinkle you gave me your jacket and we layed down next to each other and as we talked for hours i turned to look at you and before I could realize what just happend I got instant butterflies in my tummy as i came to find that your lips had touched mine <3 as it became 3 in the morning we headed back to my house and we went up to my room as we were both soaking wet and before we knew it we woke up around five by my mother as she asked if you stayed the night would you get into trouble and you replied no because no one would be home that night.. When she woke us up later to get up for school you were scared shitless as you called your friend Jake to come get you and take you home. And till this day we still joke that the first thing my mom asked you was if you would like some break fast. "I just spent the night on accident and your mom is asking if I want breakfast" as I arrived at school later I was anxious to see you, and you didn't seem to feel the same way. The best thing in my life just happend to me and you didn't look as if to care.. I tryed my best to talk to you and you didn't seem to want to talk and came up with lame excuses.. I soon got one of the worst texts in my life later that week and that was "I think we should stop and just let things settle down for a bit.." I cryed and cryed as if my world just came crashing down.. about a week and a half later you called me and wanted to see me to appologize and i knew as soon as I said yes I was in for it.. While the school year was ending our mutual friend Jeremy who we have both know for several years and both knew we liked each other a lot and that we were both miserable with out each other. And on May 23rd you finally asked me out <3
Late May: When I fist met your parents. It was one day when Jeremy took me over to your house and he told you that he was the only one coming over. And when I got there you weren't too excited to see me.. But on the other hand this is when we were still fighting. But you and Jeremy picked up sticks while your dad mowed the lawn.. I felt like I was in the way of every one.. While you told me to go sit in the truck with your mom, which I refused to do so. Later that evening your dad took us three to go disc golfing which I refused to do so as well I now see your parents refused upon that. I guess that day I probably should haven't been that sweet little girl I usually am, and jumped out of my comfort zone a tad.. And maybe they would like me as of this very day.
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